Today was a turning point in my life. I have been so emotional all day and I just felt so sad and lost and alone. I did what felt most natural and asked hubby for a hug, but his response broke me, broke the last bit of what I was holding on too to fix our marriage.
I am not a physical person and I don’t like hugs. My heart was ripped out and the sadness consumed me. I can’t go on like this and I caused this….
Alone is exactly what I am now. My partner is done and has moved away, maybe not physically but emotionally he has moved away, and he isn’t coming back.
Death seems welcoming