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  • tongue tied and eyes wide

    After a few days of getting use to the idea of saying mastectomy and after getting around to googling it, I started telling friends and family and soon realize I need to be sure of my decision. Peoples natural instinct is to help, they want to give advise and tell you about a relative of…

  • no guilt

    I went out last night with some friends…. We ate and had wine and talked. They asked, I told them and we moved on. I went out last night with some friends…. We laughed and giggled and ate and had wine. We talked and talked and it was nice. We went dancing afterwards, danced and…

  • Black mantle

    So I am on t-minus 4 nights before d-day…. yesterday was particularly hard. I keep feeling that it’s my last, my last lunch at our Sunday venue, my last hair cut, my last weekend with my family. So many emotions that just bombard you from all sides and just makes you feel helpless and warrant…