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  • the first

    I woke up today… lump free!   I woke up today… worry free!   I woke up today… care free!   I woke up today… with no breasts…   I have no breasts and yet I feel more woman and more empowered then I have ever felt before.   I woke up today… not knowing…

  • Method to madness

    Yesterday was just awful. Yesterday was a day I don’t want to think of or have ever again. Yesterday was painful and emotional and draining. It was never ending and all consuming. Yesterday is over and today I am kicking ass! No pain just swelling….so my boobs feels the same size they were which is…

  • pain

    “No pain”, has been my answer for the last three weeks. “Feeling great”, “healing fast”… I have hit an intersection and my body has decided it’s taking the wrong way. It has turned down phantom Avenue and it one hell of a painful ride! How bazaar is it that you are having pain and unscratchable…

  • The heart wants…

    As I lie awake, waiting for sleep to make me it’s slave, I cuddle with my toto. Her hair smells just like the very first day I held her and she still fits in perfectly to our cuddle spot. I feel the milk shoot in my breast and the heaviness of one breast resting on…

  • The heavens have opened

    Today is an amazing day…. after weeks of agonizing and worrying and living in two trees, my medical aid has finally sent me an email confirming to pay for both surgeries. No more lying awake at night worrying where and how the money would have been gotten…. no more stress! It feels like a very…