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  • 69ner not just for sex

    As could be expected the blood tests came back abnormal. Off to the gynecologist I go… After tests and blood tests and antibiotics and more tests and scans they found my 69ner. A small tumor in my uterus. Again the options….. take a sample….we all know how that turned out with my boobs…. Multiplication station…

  • And the winner is……

    Well this didn’t go as I expected. I really for some reason thought my husband would take me in his arms and said lest go and make that baby….. boy was I in the twilight zone. After making a very nice breakfast and letting him finish I started off with …. “so, you know I…

  • Calm the mind

    I have had a few days to stew and I still feel mad but sadder and more let down and like no one is in my corner. Anyway, no point playing my fiddle, pack it in and move on right. I went to see the Dr that was recommended to do the surgery and once…

  • D day again

    Take two on d days. This time I went all alone. With a taxi who dropped me at the front door of the hospital and said goodbye. I wasn’t scarred, I felt like I was ready to just get this done and what ever happened I would be fine….. or if I would die that…

  • H stands for Hell

    After having to be in hospital for another night I finally got home. My little girl was vomiting and feverish when I arrived home and she was straight into my arms…. Hubby was off to see some friends, so I ran my little one a bath and gave her meds and put her to bed…

  • Truth …. Deadly truth

    Today was a turning point in my life. I have been so emotional all day and I just felt so sad and lost and alone. I did what felt most natural and asked hubby for a hug, but his response broke me, broke the last bit of what I was holding on too to fix…